Dear Diary,

I sort of celebrated Earth Hour :)
I switched off the lights.
But lappy was on hibernate.
TV was on.
Candles were lit.
(wootswoots)

but my father and sister cheated.
My dad switched on his room lights
to read newspaper -.-
I asked him to switch off
and he then switched on his night lamp.
HAHA

My sister was hungry so she switched on the kitchen lights
to get food -.-

I also kinda cheated cause I had to pee.
So I switched on the toilet lights :P

I was so semangat I went to the balcony
and shouted VOTE EARTH!
hahahahhahaa (I'm weird I know)

Damai Sports day is like on BLOODY THURSDAY!
jjdshfsdjlfksdkfs
I'm so scared for them.
I really it like turns out well
and hopefully we will win overall and cheer leading :D

Okay I so don't know what to say anymore.
But I'm feeling like very chatty.
Maybe I'll blog again.
Maybe

Dear Diary,

At last I got the skin changed.
There's something wrong with the yellow one.
I know its plain and boring
but the other skins are just ugly or whack!

Better get going to bed.
(If I do sleep now this would be like one of the earliest I've slept)
And I got to make it a habit and change my sleeping patterns.
For school and its just healthier.

I've officially moved to my laptop now.
Feels different.

Change.
Change Is good.

Dear Diary,

I don't know what I feel now.
My emotions are all weird these few days.

Maybe I'll just let myself find me again.
then maybe I know what I feel.

I'm a little bummed that Michael is out.
He seems so nice.
And he reminds me of my cousin Aman.. so laid back.
and he can sing what.

But what scared the shit out of me was Matt being in the bottom 3.
And Megan should have been in the bottom 3.
But she's really interesting.

There's something about Danny and Allison that I don't really like.
Their voice is too rock-ish like wet and ____
(its like too serak basah if you know what I mean)

And okay fine Adam looked wayyy better yesterday and what not.
But but I still have a problem with him.
I just don't know what.
I know that I don't like it when he screams and like weirdly too high pitch-y for a guy.
(is he like gay?)
and and is it just me or is his face like too chubby.
Its not like fat or what.
He is kinda handsome/cute whatever but
its like his face is not chiseled? or like sharp and its like kinda babat-ish.

Haha I feel bad. I like him. But not enough to go gaga like David Cook.

But oooh I loved Matt,Kris and Anoop :D

I am waiting for all of them to like develop all their 'star' qualities.
but seriously I hope they don't get too caught up in stardom.
No one likes a stuck up person.
They should keep grounded.

And I'm still waiting for me to like Adam
Why?
Cause he is kinda cute/handsome and he's like 'IN'
but djfhsdhfdjlkss i wished he will eventually perform something I like.

Goodnight people.

Dear Diary,

I lack of sleep.
I still have not gone to the polyclinic.
dang.

I was reading Eclipse from 3 to 6++ am
trying to finish it.
When in fact I knew that the next night i.e tonight
I wont have any books to read.

jkdhfjdshfjgfkljdsglkdfs
Every time something I like in twilight series happens
I get pissed cause I wish I were Bella or something.
And I wished there were someone simillar to Edward
NO AMIRUL NOT ______!
hahahhaha.

And now I'm kinda pissed
cause I was awoken at 1140
by a call from NP
telling me that the French lesson are full.
Ugghhh I WANT TO TAKE THE BLOODY FRENCH CLASSES LAAAA
I'm so sad.
They asked me if I wanted to take a different class
but I said no.

cause I want to take french first.
fjsdfhjdsfhlsdjkflsd;
although there is Spanish,Korean,Japanese,Chinese.
BUT I WANT FRENCH!
:(

There is like no bread at home
which pissed me off some more.
(actually there is ah but I don't like the bontot part.
and its wholemeal! which doesn't really go well with nutella.)

Decided to watch reruns of Contender Asia on Axn.
Man I loved that show.
I remember when they were showing it on Axn
I always couldn't wait for the next challenge and fight.

Haha and the one that I watched today was the one that Dzabar
wanted to buy silicon cover for Ipod. HAHAHAHHA

P.s I'm still pissed

ooh maybe a sleepover at grams' today wouldn't hurt.
I'm so fcuking broke.

Dear Diary,

I think I just had one hell of a hilarious conversation with amirul.
Really.


Amizyo says:
ahlan widad

WidadThalib; says:
assalamualaikum

WidadThalib; says:
ahlan ya amirul

Amizyo says:
waalaikumsalam

Amizyo says:
haha

WidadThalib; says:
kef halik?

Amizyo says:
ermm si

Amizyo says:
mpk2

Amizyo says:
hahah whats that

WidadThalib; says:
HAHHAHHA

WidadThalib; says:
i asked how are you

Amizyo says:
halik good

WidadThalib; says:
your head halik good

Amizyo says:
hahahaha

Amizyo says:
pandai2

WidadThalib; says:
you say tayeeb ( good) or alhamdullilah

Amizyo says:
tayeeb

WidadThalib; says:
haha

Amizyo says:
have you decided what cca you want to join in poly?

WidadThalib; says:
nope

Amizyo says:
ohh

WidadThalib; says:
you?

Amizyo says:
either the cool club or thai appreciation group

WidadThalib; says:
ouh

WidadThalib; says:
that sounds interesting

Amizyo says:
mpk2 takda2

Amizyo says:
HAHA

WidadThalib; says:
*hahahhahahahhaha*

Amizyo says:
cool club lame sia

WidadThalib; says:
tu pasal
_________________
Amizyo says:
hows your lion doing ? *winks*

WidadThalib; says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA

WidadThalib; says:
man please la

Amizyo says:
hahaha

WidadThalib; says:
dont spoil my perfect edward cullen image please

WidadThalib; says:
ugh

Amizyo says:
doesn't he have any chance of becoming yours?

Amizyo says:
just a little?

WidadThalib; says:
NO

Amizyo says:
hahahahaha

WidadThalib; says:
not at all

WidadThalib; says:
i know im harsh

Amizyo says:
because I am (Insert name here)

WidadThalib; says:
but he's just not the one for me

WidadThalib; says:
mpk seram sia

WidadThalib; says:
hahahahhahaa

Amizyo says:
well

Amizyo says:
what can i do to win your heart?

Amizyo says:
widad

WidadThalib; says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHA

Amizyo says:
just tell me,my love

Amizyo says:
or i will go offline and end this misery of a life without you

WidadThalib; says:
shut up la. later i laugh so hard then the whole house wake up siiool

Amizyo says:
fine

Amizyo says:
goodbye,darling of the stars

WidadThalib; says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA

WidadThalib; says:
omg your so crap
__________________
Amizyo says:
hahahah i dont know what to say if (Insert Name here) does that

WidadThalib; says:
hahhahaa

WidadThalib; says:
ill just like

WidadThalib; says:
give him this look

WidadThalib; says:
-.-

Amizyo says:
hahaha

WidadThalib; says:
so how are you and

Amizyo says:
he's such a hunk now sia

Amizyo says:
and who!?

WidadThalib; says:
*ahem ahem*

Amizyo says:
well

Amizyo says:
lets just say

WidadThalib; says:
you wanted to (do something) that time?

WidadThalib; says:
when you guys go (insert place)

Amizyo says:
hahah whenn?

WidadThalib; says:
eh eh

Amizyo says:
ya lah..

_______________
Amizyo says:
dunno ah

Amizyo says:
but she's cute ah

WidadThalib; says:
yeahhh she is

WidadThalib; says:
very

Amizyo says:
eh you havent tell me sia

Amizyo says:
who you like

WidadThalib; says:
i dont like anyone at the moment

Amizyo says:
sampedros

WidadThalib; says:
huh?

Amizyo says:
last crush?

Amizyo says:
haha nth

Amizyo says:
besides (insert name here) (except for the fact that i never liked this guy before. NEVER!)

WidadThalib; says:
and i never tell anyone who i like cept for my closest cousin

Amizyo says:
but i am your cousin sia!

WidadThalib; says:
mpk

WidadThalib; says:
ahhahhahhaa

Amizyo says:
fine!

Amizyo says:
lupa cousin!

Amizyo says:
hmmph!

Amizyo says:
menyampeh!

WidadThalib; says:
konar kaneh

Amizyo says:
eh i dont know why im so lame sia

Amizyo says:
hahahah

Amizyo says:
like ngantuk

WidadThalib; says:
cause its just pure natural talents

WidadThalib; says:
yeah me too a little

Amizyo says:
haha

_________________________________________________
So anyways, today I went to NP
for the software topup shit.
With Khai and his laptop lama giler sia.

Met with Mihah,Mya and Luthfi after that @ Orchard
No baem today.
Wah want to decide where to eat takes a bloody long time sia.
wallahi.

Okay then hung out at Mcafe at Shaw
played Identity game.
Hello Kitty! hahahhaha.

Then made our way back cept that us girls went back to kembs
to celebrate Aunty Adah's bday.
Watched reruns of Dont Forget the lyrics.

Back home.
This laptop is stupidly heavy
and Ngee Ann is stupidly far.

Dear Diary,

so yeah I'm back!
I had fun.
The trip to Kl was awesome
we recorded videos singing to songs.
and soon enough we were sick of them (well at least I was)

I had bladder problems for the trip.
which was damn annoying.
cause i kept wanting to pee very so often.

First night dinner at Al-Rawsha
which will always be awesome.

Second day shopping at Jusco @ Aeon
then off to apartment seeking
then to Pavillion for Nando's (woohhooo shiiook)
off to Bukit Bintang where the shopping began.
Actually this is not true cause I bought 2 tops at Jusco
and one top at Nichii

All in all i bought 5 tops. heh. (omg i need to stop buying stuff)
and two shorts for like home/exercise from Petaling.
Its okay if its fake or whatever 2 for RM25 was worth it. ( I think)

Second day dinner @ Ulu Langat
always awesome :D
Its like this restaurant called Bread & Olive
located on top of like a really high hill/mountain
where it is overlooking the whole of KL.

Beautiful view.
Seriously.

With all the lovely jokes like "Hello what are you sinking about?"
hahhahahaha.
and We had hor
We had fun
We had hor fun in the sun
HAHAHAHH!

Okay I think its almost official that Kl is almost my second home. haha.

Third day did nothing and then back to Spore
where I saw Adila ( yay i got to hug her) at Pagoh I think.
Then home sweet home where everyone was at my place to
watch Don't Forget The Lyrics.

We were screaming most of the time.
heh. Excited what.

My sistels is so the beylo la.

P.s Syaz nothing to be jealoused about it was a short trip. Okay fine I know what you mean.
Pps. I'm uploading this from my new laptop. Just trying it out.
Ppps. I think Seacrest is wootsalicious.

See ya bitcheesssss

Dear Diary,

Im going Kl.
Will be back by Thursday insyallah.
See you guys soon.

P.s Sorry people for canceling on you.

Dear Diary,

Fees are paid,
lappy is bought.

I went to NP alone. ( I sound so pathetic. I think I looked the part too!)
I was kinda pissed at first cause all the promoters went to those with parents with them
Arse holes.
The people at the booth were convincing me to get a different laptop
cause its lighter(1.9kg)
but I only had $1460
and it was only enough to buy the 2.5kg laptop

so I did.
I am kinda regretting it.
But yeah its okay I will have to deal with it.
I felt like crying man. (hah actually I did a little)

I found out that I would have to go back to NP to
let them install some stuff or something like that cause it was full.
AND IF I HAD KNOWN EARLIER..
I would have just bought the lighter laptop tomorrow.
but too late for regrets now.

so yeah got myself a Black L1010 Fujitsu

Going to NP with Khai tomorrow since he
also has to do that laptop thing.

If were lucky maybe we could still sign up for FOC.
I'm sleepy.
GooNights

Dear Diary,

I can't wait to get my laptop.
cause my sister hogs on the computer all the time.

I'm praying it is not out of stock tomorrow.

Finished New Moon.
I think its not as fun as Twilight.

Maybe it's cause there's not a lot of Edward in it.
Although I wanted to cry at certain parts (what! im a girl)
But only like a tiny tear.

I read from 1pm-8++pm
Taking breaks for prayers and lunch.
Man good books are addictive.
Thank god for awesome authors :D

Okay I'm off now.
Should I start on Eclipse?
But I need a to wake up.
hmm. Maybe a chapter or two wouldn't hurt.

Adios amigos.

Dear Diary,

Okay American Idol talk now.

I don't see whats so special about Adam Lambert.
Really.
He shouts most of the time.
Well.. maybe I'm wrong. Let's see how he progresses if he gets through.
I'm trying so hard to like Adam but he's just not getting thru to me.

I like Alexis. I think she can sing.
She's like Christina Aguilera-ish and someone else...
but I haven figured that out.

And I don't really like Allison either.
Like okay she can sing.
But she's a tad too rock-ish for me.

Anooop! jdlhflsjhdfjsd.
I like him. I think he has great potential.
But mannn singing beat it was definately a wrong choice.
I'm pissed.

Danny to me is just too David Cook-ish.
I don't need another David cook.. I already have mine.
But he can sing la.
But but.. uggh I can't explain it.

Jasmine.. umm she can sing. A little boring.
Nothing much to say.

Jorge.. umm same case like jasmine.

AHHH!! Kris was awesome just now.
When he was performing.. I told my sister..
He's Jason Mraz-ish.
And that's what Randy said!

Lil Rounds. woot! Man that girl can sing.
really.

Ahhhh!! another awesome performance just now
was from Matt. LOVED IT!

Megan also same case like Jasmine and Jorge.

Michael. I like him. I know you think I'm weird.
But there's something bout him that makes you like him.
And he reminds me of my little cousin Aman.

Scott... He can sing..play the piano well..but
he's getting a little boring don't you think?

I wonder how America voted.
And its sad that 2 will be eliminated.

I think I'm having a really MAJOR crush on a 35 year old.
(what's new with Widad? always crushing)

Ryan John Seacrest has be looking so ahhhhh!
heheheheh (what an idiot giggling)
He makes watching Idol so much more fun.
And I love his radio shows.

Ahh but obviously this is not love.
Don't worry I have not forgotten my other "loves/crushes"

Dear Diary,

I feel so loved.
The other day at madrasah..
My ustaz told us this story.

This is how it goes :

Nabi Musa (Moses) asked god..
Why you have all the power and all..
Why you never make everyone in this world beriman (believe in you)?

Then god told Nabi Musa that there is a garden
with many beautiful flowers nearby (or something like that)
and god asked him to go to the garden and pick the flowers that he liked.

So after picking the flowers.. he showed them to god.
Then god asked him..
Why you only take those flowers?
Why you never take all the flowers in the garden?

Nabi Musa replied that he only picked the flowers that he liked.

So then god said
That goes the same for me.
I only pick those people whom I love..
to berIman towards me.

Whoa. After that I feel so loved.
I feel so damn lucky.
And yet I feel like as though I have disappointed god
cause I don't do all that he asks.
And I still do things that he does not allow.

And the only thing that god asks us is to beribadah.

Seriously sometimes I feel so setan!
Ugggghhhh.

Well I'm trying my best.
Im only human.

Dear Diary,

I feel so the goddamn busy this week.

I need to get a bank loan for the fees.
I need to pay my school fees.
I need to do the course acceptance thing [14-17th march]
I need to complete all the giro shit forms [23rd march]

I need to go Sim Lim to compare prices of laptops with the ones offering in my school.
I need to go to the Suntec Electronic fair thingy to compare prices again.
I need to go buy a laptop and if I'm buying at school would be [14th-17th march]

I need to ask my dad if I can go for the NP freshman camp and the HMS camp.
I need to sign up for the camps if my dad allows asap cause its limited spaces.

I need to go to the polyclinic for the blood count tests.

I need to decide whether to join the Foreign Language Enhancement Programme.

Wahseyh, I feel like damn a lot.
This Thursday muskys outing, Saturday drama girls.

Today ended up hanging out with Mya (lawa),
Mihah(gorgeous *vomits*) and Ahmad(kueh) only
cause Luthfi(handsome *more like babi*) was sleeping -.-
so baem (handal) ended up not coming also.

Its okay there's next time. Haha but Kueh is going to NS! HAHAHAHHA.

Okay I hope I cross out a lot of the things I need to do.
And that's like only 1/8th of my things to do.

I think if I manage to wake up early tmr, I'll go to the bank with my mom...
and maybe to Sim Lim.
But I don't want to go alone. I scared : (

Its okay widad you shall be brave warrior!

P.s I still want that bloody ring.
I miss a lot of people.

Dear Diary,

I really really want the Lauren Conrad double finger name ring!
I really really want it. Obviously in my name la.

I'm gonna ask my mom.
I really want it!

( I know i sound brat-ish.. but Im not! I don't ask for rings/jewellery that often :P )

The hills is awesome la.
I think I hate Lo.

BYE!

Dear Diary,

Watch This :



Even though it was like 17 years ago..

Wow at 12 she can talk like that. ah-may-zing.
She deserves an AIWASAH! In a very dugul way of saying it.
hahahahaha.

I'm weird. I laugh at myself. I think its cause I feel dizzy and sleepy
but I don't think I can sleep just yet.

The facebook note hahahah !!!
Rachel said she would sing for me this : shi shang zhi you ma ma hao.
AHAHAHAHHA! the fernleaf milk song!
The one I used to sing for her and seet lei at the back.
Except that I sing it this way : She shang zhe yoo mama hao. Your mother haize ziang ge bao. Floating mama lalalaaaaa
(haha any Chinese person would be like WTF is this girl talking sia!?)

I miss them : (
I miss school.
I really miss school.

I'm scared and excited for new school.
I wish NP was 10 mins away from home like TP.
I wish I knew more people at NP.
I wish it would all turn out just fine. In fact fabulous!

That would be awesome.
Okay I'm off.
I miss a lot of people.

Dear Diary,

Yay! I watched American Idol just now.
And I think I'm happy.

I am happy that they chose Anoop, Ricky, Matt
as for the rest of the people who got the wildcard..
must see their performance again ah.

I really thought Anoop wouldn't be chosen sia!
And I screamed and clapped (hah semangat)
I think he really has got potential. Like diamond in the rough gitu. (cheyy macam paham)

Although I'm sad that Nathaniel , Ju'Not, Alex, Felicia, Kai didn't get through.

See I really think this season got a lot of good ones.

Okay 7pm Korean drama has started.

Later.

Dear Diary,

Just now was awesome.
Really.

Woke up at 930 and watched Ellen :D
O M G the construction was unbearable i tell you.
it was like right beside my house. they were like drilling the wall..
making a small hole. my kitchen was like shaking siaaaa.

k then gedebak gedebuk (haha) ..
went to Bedok (again!) to collect my picture..
sent Form E and then to the clinic for X-ray.

Met Mihah (gorgeous) and Mya (lawa) at BK Marina Square.
Off to starbugs.
Met Ahmad and Luthfi.

Then the chiz of the chizzles started ah!
They are damnnn funny.
A little later.. Ibraheim came

Seriously I had fun. And its really tiring laughing.
All the sarcasm.
AIWASAH!

Apparently boys take a seriously long time to decide on where to eat.
And Ibraheim's reason : Cause every time we follow the girls decision -.-
Then the debate between him and mihah started. haha.

hahaha bagedel siaa.

All in all.. I had an awesome time with all of them.
Okay its 3 and I'm sleepy.

P.s Don't you think this week's American Idol contestants like a lot have potential.
I think this season la. Really.

Dear Diary,

Swimming with the girls last Wednesday was a blast.
From the rain to the games to the talk and the swim itself.
But some mishaps? happened.
But I got to do my laps.
Have my fair share on the slides and to top it off
A rainbow.




Thursday evening was a sleepover at grams and
Parkway-ed the next day with sam.
Sunday was madrasah as usual.
Seriously I think the world is going to end real real soon.
And I feel damn scared.

I met Atiqah on just now. hee.
Went to SATA and saw a few other friends.
The queue was damnnnnn friggin long.
I waited outside for like 3hrs plus.
-.-

Off to a different clinic since my school listed the names and yadayada.
Mine was definately less than an hour. Haha
Took our photos. Me, Atitot and tots.
:D
and off to LJS, since someone was craving for it.
And back home.

damn it I really have a lot of things to say and type.
But i cant recall.
Uggh its okay next time then.

I dont know if its just me, but I find the enrolment thingy stressful.
Oh oh! after more than 2 wks waiting for the ad to come out again..
I finally recorded it just now while watching Batman Begins ( I was gatal wanted to watch again)
I WAS SO GODDAMN HAPPY!

Ciao.

Dear Diary,

IM SCREWED!
I HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING!

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